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Music ‘been always…

August 6, 2009 · Leave a Comment

music ’been always
a part of our history

Drums running rhythms cross country,
us singing in the language of the birds and trees
    roaring with the lions,
    humming with the bees
But that was long, long ago,
                    long before Jericho
Many a man’s come a-tumbling down
once the Word was said, and got around

There was magic and message always in the music —
we would talk in song,
passing the news along,
singing semaphore spirituals
                                           “gon’ steal away, Jesus,
                                                    steal away home…”
and spiritual, we slipped away
training,
training on the underground railroad

Now, spirituals we sang from slavery,
and you know slavery gives you the blues
It works the same
             on every man,
             no matter which name you use
The blues was a feelin’,
then it became a sound
It wasn’t new,
weren’t no mystery
’cause music ’been always,
a part of our history

When I came along,
            started working the trains,
the blues was growing,
Black folks was making gains
The blues came to the cities,
                        by road,
                        by rail
It grew hard like concrete,
they made it cold like steel,
but when we was playin’,
you knew it was real,
which music ’been always,
a part of our history

Rolling, running,
wheels ringing on the railroad,
songs rushing on the wind
As twin serpents of iron
snaking cross country,
pulsing arteries of iron energy,
breath of smoke & steam,
the click-clack clackety ricochet
kept the rhythm throughout the day

The horn and whistle wailed sweet jazz,
the train was a giant harmonica,
moaning the blues as it moved,
and through the night,
you could hear jazz giants playin’
                       blues masters prayin’ in the key of G
And all the while,
that engine kept chugging,
                         pulling us onward,
                                        up that glory road,
                         pluming smoke and steam like a shiny saxophone

We used to get all the crew —
Prez, Bird, Dizzy, Monk
and of course, Cannonball
Fats, Satchmo, Fatha Hines,
Bessie Smith sending shivers down the line
The Duke and Count was royalty,
and we had Lester and Lucky
Miles and Morgan was always hornin’ in,
and with Mingus among us
                          kickin’ up a ruckus,
you’d look up, and it’d be morning

We took Dame Holiday, Dorothy D.,
              sisters Sarah, Ella, Nina
&           the only Lena Horne —
cross country by train they all were borne
singing              swinging               swaying
changing minds with their music
healing the blind with their music
kicking behinds with their music
— like magic,
which music ’been always,
a part of our history

But the last one I remember,
a young fella on horn,
’played like he hit the floor runnin’
                  a relentless rhinoceros,
blasting through mountains of silence
to explode
roaring our of dark tunnels,
man & horn as one, alone,
a wailing soprano saxophone,
changing minds with his music,
healing the blind with his music,
kicking behinds with his music,
as music ’been always,
a part of our history

Standing at the station,
his music made me see light in the distance,
his music was light bridging the distance,
it brought a shine to my eyes —
   made my spirit smile
’cause then I knew my Trane had come in —
                            ’Twas time for my ascension
training,
training on the spiritual railroad

So you ask me now,
what’s to do,
what with this new music,
the Social Rag and you?

Son, a word can change your mind,
        a song can change the world
        ask the Beatles or Quincy Jones
Why not give it a whirl?

If you can make a difference,
and won’t,
who’s to say you wouldn’t have died today,
if you had just believed…
..but ya don’t!

Folks is finally waking up,
it’s the Lifeline Express!
The underground railroad is pullin’ out
The band’s on board,
and they’re playin’ your song
Are you goin’ to jus’ hang around,
or is you comin’ along?!

by

jamal
ali

© 1987

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in the desert of our lives

May 28, 2009 · Leave a Comment

in the desert of our lives
    the apparent void of juice and passion
exists a niche
        a haven
sheltering the sacred spring,
             the unfettered effervescence of our percolating hearts,
and there arises a sense
that the void,
      the sense of isolation
is not wholesale
but the unintended result of our own amorous efflorescence —
                                     a sensuous conflagration
                                     heartfires flaring in romantic rendezvous
                                     souls come full circle
                                                                in a cycle of self…

..and the enduring selflessness
which is the essence of family
and      the anchor of generations
becomes a beacon
in a wilderness of values
across the cultural wasteland

the rising presence
                         of whole over self
                         of service as exaltation
rekindles joyful waters
&         clear visions of a greater we

amidst the desert of our lives —
forty times forty, and the trek has just begun…
through the dry and soulless canyons
hearts, the water-bearers,
          through their meeting
                    their merging
          are urging us to emulate their example —
the children of Obatala arise again,
                               pointing with their hearts
                               embracing truth recognized
                                                     hiding in our eyes —
afraid of what we see within…

the mind is dry
                abstract
without heart
the heart lush
and       undirected without her bed
                          without a head
                                              shaping
                                              directing one another…

from the dust of dreams
our hearts produce the fertile mud of our imagination
nurturing Ori’s seeds

we are our own spiritual harvest —
         the first fruits
         life in the desert
         remnants of a forest of hearts
         ancestors to the new forest
                         the coming harvest —
                         the rising living dreams of those sacrificed
                         the new unknowing of their course,
a people thick with promise
their direction threadbare
and              wind-driven
a crop in need of cultivation
that their hearts may rise,
                             bear wise fruit
expanding the forest family
linking our lives to the land,
a land we may someday remember
as the desert of our lives…..

 

by

jamal
ali

© 31 aug 1999

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h2 vignette

April 5, 2009 · Leave a Comment

h2 vignette

astral body funkin’
his soul danced
writhing to a renegade rhythm
               a ricochet kill shot —
spirit cipher slipping the knot of his dreams
                 sneaking daylight into his dawn

hordes of foul-mouthed finger-waggin’ church women
massing on his frontiers of consciousness
each clutching her version of the right road
                                          right job
                                          right school
                                          right wife
                                          right truth

he went left
& left home
    left the ’hood

forget born again
every morning, he rebooted…

with what he had left over
he built razor wire lyrics
   hammered wrought iron rhythms
   listened to ancestral whispers
& remembered the magic of a past life

with a butcher knife
he carved ve-ve’s in the case of his computer
    tattooed them on his palms and fingertips
& they began to dance
          dancing deuteroms across his screen
          kicking notes in keys he’d never seen

on a pyre of ego
he purged himself
    was urged to utter night stallion dreams
riding rhythm chants
on the chance
    the hope
the magic was not lost,
                   only forgotten

at bottom
glyphs from ancient heartwells
dark tropical traditions
& chunks of craggy concrete truth
brewing in volcano skull
                                 merged
                                 surged
                                 erupted

both stone & steel
lush with the learning of lifetimes
flush with passions politic
&           heart righteous
he made a choice
    found his voice —
freestyling ancient tongues
spitting truth-tipped soul daggers —
committing Thelonious assault through sound

he traveled Miles by Coltrane
words his eyes
        reading his world in their reflections
        morphing majesty from travesty
                     warriors from soldiers
        drawing spirit from stone
lip-synching heart as talking drum

tongue coiled,
he seduced with rhythms phat
                     visions fresh & ancient
Afrika strutting lion-silent
                     sinuous
         hidden in his moves
         softly roaring deep in his grooves
filé to his gumbo gift

teeth clenched,
the stench of complacency pissing away
                                  hissing on hot corners
                                            beneath baggy fronts
jaws and jeans sagging
eyes frosted by the bling

his words seized throats by the tonsils of their fear
dispensing oral enemas to tooth-rimmed shit cannons
icing egos unaccustomed to target status
disproving imitation as flattery
exposing minstrel hip hop
as mug not half-full
but empty

…vapors

the power is the word
he another living evidence
the magic is alive
its wielders waking
               walking ancestors’ trails
only
cuz they don’t yet remember how to fly

by

jamal
ali

© 26 july 1998/17 july 2002

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Zenobia — Dance of Wind

March 17, 2009 · 1 Comment

starts at the end
ends with a sigh
ever the child —
wondrous & free
dancer extraordinaré
physical symphony
with allure as accidental aura
you
a dark vanilla mystery
even to your father…
but mother’s prize
a living memory of magic
once caught betwixt her thighs…..

fluid and soft as tropical rain
&                             the sweat your dance inspires
Zenobia, little wonder
many small men risked all to possess you
                                                   dreaming of owning the wind
they saw you as a mare to ride through the night
ill-equipped to grasp the fantasy
less so for the real
bodies bankrupt in their zeal

to hoofbeat drums
they marched you through the night
— swept across the sea in pirate’s flight
trembling,
now afraid to touch,
the winsome prize once coveted so much
having forgotten
one must be equal to your dream…

paternal pride & anguish
spurred me to your side
I had never seen you,
but once I smelled your fragrant silks
clutched tenderly in my fist
I never doubted I would know you
in a cave on a moonless night
— I had no need of sight

across sand or sea or sea of sand
the aura of my mission heralded my arrival
preceded by tales of battles won
opposition as veils melting in the sun
or                                withering in the night
incarnate Will was I
                             am I
bound to end your plight

when I entered their camp,
I caught your scent — so nice
above the grit of sand
                   clamor of dung
                   riot of curry, ferment & spice

the delicate chime of your ankle bells
&                                                bangled gold-filled ears
were thunderous whispers above the cacophony
and the sweat-stench of their fears
I simply followed the sound of passionate swoons
&                               the rippling wave of terror
expanding in a wake before me

found
my eyes told you you were free to go
& your gratitude melted into love

our romance blossomed during our journey
growing from flower to sacred bush
a girl, you were stolen from your family
but a woman returned now for them to see

once within your father’s sight
                       the light of his smiling eyes
your whimsical pattern of departure returned

dismissing claims of home
&                                    longing hearts,
you mounted my steed behind me
choosing my path to take
we vanished into night
cries of your name lost in our rushing wake

by

jamal
ali

© 4 november 1992

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emergence

January 20, 2009 · Leave a Comment

he screamed truth at the walls
                                         raging
a Joshua of trumpet throat
cutting
carving
sculpting cold stone
into forms fluid
              curving
&           triumphant
bulging the box
with his sphere of power
                        influence

dwindling
to fierce whispers
sparking
igniting the dark
echoing the light
within his enforced night
beneath the dungeon
of his captor’s imagination

he
another dark sun
unbowed
unclouded
and now, by self-doubt
unshrouded

once fearful of peering into his own eyes
      made comfortable with the lies
but wisdom survives,
and in his solitude
from attitude
he forged resilience,
acknowledging flaws
& built upon experience

harnessing pressures crushing his soul
he compressed his black
and became diamond whole

his moon did not share his crypt
she faced her deadly destiny
pounded with predictions of her doom
and of those from her womb

yes, she cried
but a righteous rage built up inside,
and soon her captors found her fortified,
for even in darkness
           without books,
she learned from her dreams
     listened to ancestors’ whispers
     awakened comatose memories
of warriors and builders
                                 undefeated
                                 reborn within

his heart became a fist
he ceased his screaming
harnessing his surging passions
                    frustrations

the constant inundation —
                                      of brain beatings
                                         mind manglings
&                                      rapes of his sodomized heart
slowly shrank into unconscious white noise
                         surf feebly splashing his promontory will

he stared into the night
his gaze turned within
his rage focused,
he felt the ritual begin
his words of truth
                 outrage
                 rebellion
transformed
echoing chants of power
                    immune to ice
                    calling the knowing
his fight was not without
or                    without price
but within
      inside his skin

he embraced the night
    did not miss the light,
knowing the sun was not lost,
just resting beyond the horizon
and, like him, soon to rise

her heart felt his fire
her soul his embrace
bound by blood
             will
&          spirit
they knew distance could not divide them
              incantations of doom could not defeat them
only they could conquer themselves

lost in labyrinths of lies and deceit
drugged on powders white
&            powers vain
the once mighty had been broken again

finally,
his will breached the box
her heart reached through the wall
in union
they stood
              free
              bathed in midday sunlight
                        in the depths of midnight
              steeled in their knowing
              unabashed in their glowing
                                                   an embrace at once deeply Black
&                                                a brilliant beacon in the night

by

jamal
ali

© 23 january 2002

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end the war

December 21, 2008 · Leave a Comment

inspired by vicara

mostly, when my heart speaks
joy flows
happiness glows
& the heights of my ecstacy tend to show

even when addressing instances of hurt,
                              phases of pain and sorrow
I tend to shift towards resolution
avoiding pointed discussion

But I don’t hear that type of balance
in the poetry my sisters sing

This is no criticism
’cause to each their own thing
Perhaps they’re just more honest
and my way is less than true,
’cause if you breathe,
we’ve both done
&            been done by the deed
and know hurt & pain
hit each gender the same

So, like the sister said,
I was gonna write a nice sweet poem,
but truth busted my face,
              chased me all around my place
there was nowhere to hide,
not even inside
no peace, no how, no way

So if we are to face the truth,
                    be the truth
then we must know,
when we act out of fear
                          ignorance
or                       pain,
we just create more of the same
it’s not just no win,
it’s both lose,
and if you’re seeking blame
don’t ask whose,
it’s yours
it’s mine
it’s both or neither, every time

I’ve been hurt
and       demeaned in many ways,
ways I never thought possible
I hung in, and now understand
why abused spouses remain despite the pain,
praying for sun in the pouring rain

But each of us has a line,
                          a point we should never cross,
that place where rules go out the window
              beyond mercy
&           compassion
’til rage is the only color you can see

Reduced below our humanity,
the animal rises
     war erupts,
and lovers become the enemy

Folks will say they have no temper,
             say they’ve never been that mad,
and even they know they’re lying
Some will ask if you ever loved that much,
and that too is sad

How do you stop it?
Where does it end?
With me, with you
by choosing not to begin
Because you feel is no excuse
to be out of control

Manipulation of any sort
is not an Olympic
or          domestic sport
It’s competition for control,
which is the hidden underlying goal
If one wins, we both lose,
no matter the tactics or premise you use

It is so easy to forget
this is a three-way fight —
it’s between you, me, and we
If we,
if us loses,
   us dies,
then it’s just you
&    it’s just me
faking love and harmony

 

by

jamal
ali

© 15 march 1994

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invisible

August 18, 2008 · Leave a Comment

driven to jagged corners of self
excavating skin once shed
my pen digs through cinder piles
ash remnants of heart scabs
incinerated in furnace of self-immolation

once a foundry
producing mettle iron envied
                        folded
                        pounded
                        between John Henry will
&                                anvil of determination
into swords for defense, and vengeance
into tools, and farm implements
into cradles for children who have not come

instead of bottle
or            pipe,
I crawled into my womb of imagination
scraggy walls raising whelps from memory

sphincter for air
and lips to mumble words —
wishes so fragile in conception
they lie stillborn on my tongue

me and Ellison
invisible to ourselves
facing the mirror of our creations
lost between lines scribbled from inkwell eyes
read best on rain-soaked afternoons —
words ripped from wounds still raw
                   on command
persuaded the wine squeezings of misery’s sponge
are the brandy of desire

but these toxic spirits don’t leave you drunk
or                                                 blue,
sip this
and inhale death’s nightmare —
a talisman harvest ensuring endurance
                           denying surrender
or                                    any form of release

more distant than eskimo winter’s dawn
beyond reach of faith or prayer
there is a place where genius creeps
and no one sleeps at the bottom of gravity’s well —
pens don’t write
memory fails
and lockjaw mocks the mute

from this place
I dredge stones precious
& swamp-stained
coveted by chefs of carrion cuisine
framed on place mats in truck stop diners —
road kill rotisserie served as art


Ellison’s cup calls for refills from a distant booth —
                              blood espresso
                              whiskey liver latté
&                           champagne of curdled passions
served with a straw

by

jamal
ali

© 13 january 2003

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sweet dreams

July 29, 2008 · Leave a Comment

the sound —
jingling bells of an ice cream truck —
was a ‘Children, start your engines’ Olympic trigger
for every kid in earshot

giggle-laced chatter broke mid-word —
“Joey got a new model-”

Shooooom!
Big eyes
mouths hangin’
bike rubber burnin’
minds breakin’ out in clever fever
‘Hmmm, beg Dad,
he’s in the middle of his nap…!’

sure ’nuff
growls and yawns

“Leave me alone will ya!”

“Awww, Dad….!
The truck’s almost…”

bedsprings creakin’
grunts and mumbles
half-sleep wrestlin’ with stubborn pockets, ’til
“Boy, all I got is a doll-”

snatch
thanks
& halfway downstairs
before last letters caught air

full tilt dash was frozen
screeching to nonchalance,
easing past kitchen radar fun trap
‘she’s on the phone!’

the screen door was a catapult
launching porch leaps shaming Wright brothers,
the block filled with flocks of sweet dream angels

as foot hisses over grass
thunder from above
“Boy, that’s a dollar!!
You betta bring me a Nutty Buddy…”

grins blinded with enamel sunshine
halos to siren howls of
“Ice cream! Ice cream!!”

Like always,
the truck kept rolling
extending the race
’til Jeff’s bike blew past
leanin’
legs churnin’
spokes hot rod thrumming balloons front & rear
but Sarah was faster
                     barefoot
                     laughing so hard she could scarcely breathe

Slam! Slam! Bdddr-bam!!
little hands and bodies hit the wish wagon
a primal rhythm on frozen drum

The only answer to “What’ll ya have?”
was wheezes and fussin’
                       shovin’,
&                    wild hands waving
faster than lips and tongues could speak
’til the closing bells
&       gradual migration walk
mixing skips and baby steps
fresh fudge faces
licking greedy
and    slow
at the same time

there were trades
and sharing —
slow eaters teasing
fast eaters conning
while some slurped wrists and fingers
tracking trickles
spawned by an August afternoon

“You betta get your butt home
b’fore your daddy’s cone melts!” Sarah shrieked, giggling

’Didn’t hear their razzin’ as I ran
lickin’ elbows while dodging dogs
&                                    a baby carriage
careful not to fall cuz…

Dad was on the porch
funnin’ with the hose
pretending to water the grass
“Gimme that!” he grinned
“..and rinse your face and arms
before the sheriff comes out…”

The screen door slammed
as he rounded the corner
“Where’s your father?
Did he tell you to water the grass?”

“Well, he gave me the hose…”

“Are you watering you, or the lawn!?
Hurry up, dinner’s ready…”

The screen door creaked again
and I had to ask
“What’s for dessert…?”

“You are a pitiful child….
Peach cobbler, okay?
Cobbler, and…”

“..and…?”

“..and ice cream, so come on…”

the door slammed
the hose fell
and before my foot hit the first step
Dad scooped me up in one arm
       winked
&    whispered

“Heaven done smiled on both of us!”

 

by

jamal
ali

© 20 september 2002

 

 

 

 

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bush-league bandits

July 17, 2008 · Leave a Comment

pimp, instead of pope,
in New Vatican, DC,
the village idiot & his seven dwarves
                                joint chiefs cruise situation rec center,
chalk custom cue sticks in nuclear blue

on an HD TV used as pool table,
they shoot billiards with eyeballs —
                                                   no sockets,
                                                   not pockets empty
&                                                                threadbare,
playing for trophies —
                flocks of minds
&             cultural coins,
swapping reason for spare change

the digital felt is a shifting mirage
                        a soft veneer cloaking hard core —
                                                                        no cushions
                                                                        no english,
but spin doctors prescribing sound bites
&                                   geek speak,
                       splitting tongues
                       knotting ears —
                                              clever like a fox
                                              dressed as pooh bear,
                                              hanging by corner pockets
                                              hiding 8 balls
                                              eager to share their honey
in five gram vials

Dubya held an easter egg hunt for WMD
in the sands instead of the Bushes,
searching everywhere for his rabbit,
to make daddy proud

in crack back flashes,
or crack flashbacks —
in misremembered dream,
campus cop with flashlight
became voice of God
anointing his dementia

schooled to con & cut
but not connect,
prepared to reap harvests of wild oats
                        sown in besotted skull pots
                               in tiered fear-fertilized gardens —
grain already fermented to froth
        served in silvered media cups
                 for the yale & heartless

supremely courted, then dubbed,
Shrub is more menace than apprentice,
fiddlin’ with what he cannot comprehend,
puzzled by Dr. Seuss military instructions,
while goaded by Condeskeeza
                   with tweezered hand jobs Viagra cannot save,
and we are called to exalt our president knave,
                         to believe he’s brave,
                            accept he can lead
instead of just desert

 
so we are left
in millennium’s dark dawn
with a leader the sighted see as pawn,
                   who, blind in both eyes
                          would yet claim to be king
                   who cannot rule by thumb
with it locked in sphinctered prison
while running the new Capitol Hill production
as Lord of the Flies

by

jamal
ali

© 12 march 2004

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B stands for Truth

July 15, 2008 · Leave a Comment

crack pipe calliope
a blown glass chamber quartet
for White House family reunion
a Bush-bin Laden joint venture
trained navy SEALs in waiter’s camo
                              serving Texas tea in cups of china white —
reasons to wake glib ghosts
              shake skeletons like shékéré
while hillbilly hangin’
’round the country store
at the Pentagon
    the Fed
    the outhouse on Pennsylvania avenue
where we find the highest crime —
America’s most unwanted —
our genius commander-in-thief

the first politician
who by words
&        acts alone
elevated the incomparable Dan Quayle
to maximum Mensa status —
Geo. Washington Bush
who tried chopping down a cherry tree
with his favorite red guitar
named “Rosebud”

this boy be our first puppet president —
they still use CIA hand towels
for White House toilet paper
while greed bleeds across the land
switching stripes of red for green,
Wall Street frantically converting
Enron shreds into economic tampons —
band-aids on a hemorrhage

and dancing at the end of the string,
bobble-head Shrub puppets
stoned on DOD Viagra
struttin’ multiple missile erections
anxious to get his jack on

daddy got puppy on a short leash
teleprompter skull implants
scrambled by microwave ovens
&                cell phones
triggering time-delayed toothless sound-bites
gummed beyond recognition

his Cabinet is a corporate nest,
each chick straining for dangling dollars —
droppings from Baldy’s inflamed anal cysts

Uncle Sam’s middle finger fractured
now John and Jane Public
are catching special op’s splinters —
Keystone cops conducting Chinese fire drills
                    stoking the flaming Bush
                    bringing Billy Graham bullet
&                                                  bible benedictions,
with biscuits and gravy

“got flags?”

New Rome has it’s 21st century Nero
flailing air guitar
to news conference questions
and petitions for simple common sense,
trumpeting his plan —
harvesting old growth forests for lumber
                                        to save them from forest fire
playing 3 card marly
with fraud
       ignorance
&    oil

“we don’t need no stinkin’ violins!”

Pinnochio’s nose is now so long
it’s nearly mid-colonic,
puppet strings are fuses
                         burning back,
                         singing Gepetto’s fingers
                         igniting insights denied,
explosively unblocking throats
choked by dried cakes of patriotic vomit
unleashing a nation of rainbows
in red, white & blue confetti
collected in body bags
to be shipped to Arlington

the next word you hear
will not be
“war”

by

jamal
ali

© 16 october 2002

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